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Back to SearchWhy Am I Attracted to Certain Porn? Reading the Wound Underneath
Season 2
If you have ever wondered why one specific kind of porn pulls you in when you scroll past everything else, this episode is for you. Caleb and Verlynd…
3 months, 1 week ago
Hysterical Bonding: Why You Want Him More After Betrayal
Season 2 Episode 313
If you discovered a betrayal and found yourself wanting your partner more instead of less, this episode is for you. We unpack what hysterical bonding…
3 months, 1 week ago
Why Discovering Betrayal Feels Like You're Going Crazy
Season 2
In the first days after discovering a partner's betrayal, the disorientation can feel like losing your mind, and your nervous system has a clinical r…
3 months, 2 weeks ago
The Year-Two Wall in Betrayal Trauma Recovery: Why You Still Feel Dead Inside
Season 2
Eighteen months in, your partner is sober, transparent, and doing the work. And you still feel like a stranger in your own life. In this episode we n…
3 months, 2 weeks ago
Restitution After Betrayal: The Repair Work an Apology Cannot Do
Season 2
You apologized. You meant it every time. And it still isn't reaching your partner. In this episode, we walk through restitution after betrayal: the n…
3 months, 3 weeks ago
Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction (PIED): Recovery Beyond Abstinence
Season 2 Episode 312
You quit porn three months ago and you still can't function with your wife. In this episode, Caleb and Verlynda walk through what's actually happenin…
3 months, 3 weeks ago
Is Your Spouse Using Therapy Language to Gaslight You? The Five Patterns of Weaponized Therapy Speak
Season 2
Three to nine months into your spouse's recovery, the language of healing can start to sound like a weapon. He says he is dysregulated. He talks abou…
4 months ago
Why You Hate Your Porn Use But Still Can't Stop
Season 2
If you have promised yourself again and again that this would be the last time and ended up back in the same place, this episode is for you. Caleb wa…
4 months, 1 week ago
Why the Betrayer Keeps Hurting Their Partner During Recovery
Season 2
If you've stopped acting out, started doing the repair work, and your partner still ends up hurt by the conversations you thought you handled well, t…
4 months, 2 weeks ago
Trickle Truth and Why Recovery Keeps Restarting
Season 2 Episode 311
If you've been wondering why your betrayal trauma recovery seems to restart every time your partner discloses something new, your nervous system isn'…
4 months, 3 weeks ago