Podcast Episodes

the death of the people-pleaser: how self-abandonment becomes a survival strategy

This episode is a deep dive into the psychological, spiritual, and mythic roots of people-pleasing and why this pattern exists in the first place. We explore how early childhood conditioning teaches …

Published on 1 month ago

TDC_21: the secret sauce to awakening? paradox.

There are some episodes that meet you where you are. This is not one of those. 

This episode is for those standing at the threshold where healing is no longer purely about “symptom relief” and starts …

Published on 1 month, 1 week ago

cutting the cord, keeping the thread: how to stop repeating your parents’ coping mechanisms in adult life

Family dynamics shape us long after we’ve left home, but not always in ways we can see. 

This episode examines what happens when we internalize the unresolved patterns of our caregivers and carry them…

Published on 1 month, 1 week ago

why age gap relationships aren’t normal: grooming, power, and emotional maturity

Age-gap relationships have been romanticized, normalized, and quietly accepted across pop culture, media, and even personal memory. But at what cost? 

In this episode, I take you into the psychologica…

Published on 1 month, 1 week ago

the emotional cost of always being available (why you’re drowning in unread messages)

In a world where the day begins with blinking notifications and ends with unanswered messages, many of us are carrying an invisible weight. This episode examines the psychological and physiological c…

Published on 1 month, 2 weeks ago

you can’t domesticate venus: sex, power, and the archetypes running your life with dr. laurence hillman

Psychological astrologer Dr. Laurence Hillman returns to the podcast for a rare, unfiltered conversation on desire, danger, and the archetypal forces that shape our lives beneath the surface. We dive…

Published on 1 month, 2 weeks ago

your whole childhood wasn’t bad: the danger of “all-trauma” narratives

Many of us find healing through learning about trauma - especially childhood emotional neglect, dysfunctional family systems, and the lasting impact of parental misattunement. That language can bring…

Published on 1 month, 3 weeks ago

disordered desire: performing connection, numbing pleasure, forgetting yourself

Desire is meant to be a creative force. Something within us that fuels connection, expression, intimacy, and imagination. But for many of us, that force has been warped and inverted. That means inste…

Published on 1 month, 3 weeks ago

what they're hiding about your mind

In this episode, we explore the deeper truths that may be hiding beneath the surface of today’s “Disclosure” discourse. While headlines focus on UFO sightings, UAP whistleblowers, and NHI (non-human …

Published on 2 months ago

why psychiatry failed her: laura delano on misdiagnosis, medication, and coming back to life

What is the cost of being a “good patient”? For Laura, it was nearly her life.

Join me as I sit down with Laura Delano, author of the groundbreaking memoir Unshrunk: A Story of Psychiatric Treatment R…

Published on 2 months ago