Podcast Episodes

Do Not Give Up On The Vision In Your Heart

Episode 8

The first meditation class I ever ran, one person showed up. The following week, no one showed up, and you should have heard the narrative that went …

6 years, 11 months ago

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Believing Horrible Thoughts To Be True (when they aren't)

Episode 7

I have demonic present to this day but they don't frighten me like they used to. In the past they frightened me because I believed every word that vo…

6 years, 11 months ago

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Destined To Be Alone Forever

Episode 6

I had a constant tug of war between my head and my heart. My heart wanted and knew I could love and be loved in return, but my little ego believed I …

6 years, 11 months ago

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My Facade To The World

Episode 5

Pretending to have my sh!t together to the world had me falling into a heap when I'd shut the door in my one bedroom apartment. The fake-ness and ina…

6 years, 11 months ago

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I Don't Wake Up Happy

Episode 4

I set a cruel intention seven years ago that I had to wake up happy and be happy all day in order to be a good spiritual person and a coach. Ugh, I k…

7 years ago

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Be Responsible For Your Sh!t

Episode 3

I experienced sexual abuse at the age of six and it was one of, if not the most uncomfortable experiences of my life. For nearing two decades after t…

7 years ago

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The ZEROFKS Life

Episode 2

The amount of fks I gave about so many things that in truth, really didn't matter, blows my mind. I was holding myself back from being and doing "me"…

7 years ago

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Pain To Power

Episode 1

In 2010 I was ready to check out of my life. I was overweight, depressed, an absolute drainer to be around, riddled with chronic pain and addicted to…

7 years, 1 month ago

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