Podcast Episodes

Back Into The Matrix Where Everything is Just Everything-ing | Friday Zen, LIVE

Spiritual "influencers" may just be the Final Bosses in the game of delusion 🤮

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6 months, 4 weeks ago

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Time Is Flickering Light On A Timeless Screen

Zero f***s given in this Facebook LIVE episode 🤭, we explore time, growth as illusion, spiritual mansplaining, why there isn't even consciousness, wh…

7 months, 4 weeks ago

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Things Occur But Nothing Takes Place | Monday Zen LIVE

A beautifully spontaneous Monday Zen LIVE (YouTube video here) that I intended as members-only but accidentally went public—and the accident was perf…

7 months, 4 weeks ago

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What's Left When The Stories Stop? | Sunday Zen LIVE

What happens when the mind stops telling stories? We explore insomnia and radical acceptance, the trap of identifying as awareness, why "the world is…

8 months ago

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Taking the Exquisite Risk (with Simon Brown)

A spontaneous conversation between two friends walking the path together. Why 'you're already awake' can be harmful, the impossibility of bypassing t…

8 months, 2 weeks ago

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You Really Can't Do This Wrong

We healthcare people love accomplishment, competition, clear instructions, and maps—which can make the awakening process feel like straight TORTURE 😂…

8 months, 2 weeks ago

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The Kingdom of Heaven is Spread Upon the Earth (Christmas Eve Live)

An intimate Christmas Eve morning livestream exploring what we're really celebrating: heart-based amazement and love as the pervasive fabric of reali…

8 months, 4 weeks ago

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The Bottomless Well of Shadow, Being of Service, Stage Fright and More (LIVE)

From our Saturday night YouTube live conversation.

Video show archive, audio podcasts, music parodies, Supporter Tribe membership options, merch,…

9 months ago

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The Realest Fake Thing That Never Was (w/ Eshwar Segobind)

Live conversation with Eshwar Segobind. We talk about why love skeptics become love advocates, the trauma response that becomes 'you,' why babies cry…

9 months, 1 week ago

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The Spiritual Circus, YouTube Shorts, and Awakening's End (LIVE)

A spontaneous live conversation about discovering an AI tool that pulls clips from long videos—creating decontextualized shorts that make me sound li…

9 months, 2 weeks ago

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