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Spirit Spousing
Season 3 Episode 4
It's time to talk about the facts of life, the spirits and bees... let's talk about marrying, getting tangled up with, and falling in love. With spir…
13 hours ago
Turning Back Time
Season 3 Episode 3
Walking the traditional shamanistic path created a bit of a conflict for me: Wodan, Frigg, and others aren't in that lore. Or are they? How to reconc…
1 month ago
The Wyrm, Animism, and Angels
Season 3 Episode 2
Okay, the wyrm did go away I'll give it that. I shouldn't be surprised where it might have gone, but I was... and that prompted me to think about ani…
1 month, 1 week ago
S03 E01 - Boxes Squares and Spirits
Season 3 Episode 1
In this episode, Spearcarrier opens up about a tumultuous return to—and swift departure from—a commercial shaman school. After feeling "poked off the…
3 months, 1 week ago
19 - Escaping from Wyrms
Season 2 Episode 19
Do you remember what a wyrm is? I remember. I know.
For years, I was trapped between two worlds: the fabricated identity my mother pushed on our famil…
5 months, 1 week ago
18 - Dancing to Death: Trapped In A Fairy Ring
Season 2 Episode 18
Spearcarrier here—computer fan screamin’, space-heater roastin’ my toes, pizza waitin’ in the wings. Complete with swear words. In this one I sit dow…
5 months, 3 weeks ago
17 - Goblins: Soul Eaters Among Us
Season 2 Episode 17
I wanted to share what I've learned the hard way about identifying and protecting ourselves from parasitic entities, specifically goblins. Oh yes, I …
6 months, 3 weeks ago
16 - Harsh Gods or Hungry Predators?
Season 2 Episode 16
They say the gods are so harsh to those they call, they could be considered abusive. The result is an underlying acceptance that suffering is some so…
7 months ago
15 - Lessons From A Sorrow Drinker
Season 2 Episode 15
In this reflection, I explore the profound connection between the falling rain and the often-overlooked necessity of grief. We live in a world that e…
7 months, 1 week ago
14 To the Garden - There and Back Again, But Stronger (Finale)
Season 2 Episode 10
When the Shamanic Death Cycle Finally Ends
In this episode, I’m finally unpacking the conclusion to my wild shamanic awakening journey—what I’ve been …
7 months, 1 week ago