Podcast Episodes

Ep 74 Deconstructing AA: More Was Revealed 5 Years After Leaving

Episode 74

More was revealed… even five years after leaving AA.

I thought I was done deconstructing. I thought I had moved on. But the deeper I spoke, researched, and connected — the more AA’s ideology kept show…

Published on 6 months ago

Ep 73 Did Bill Wilson Get Sober on LSD?

Episode 73

Did Bill Wilson—the founder of Alcoholics Anonymous—actually get sober on LSD? It’s a rumor that won’t die… but is there any truth to it?

Let's break down where this myth came from, what really happen…

Published on 6 months, 1 week ago

Ep 72 Exposing the "AA Bashing" Smear #CultyComments

Episode 72

Ever been accused of “AA bashing” just for telling the truth?

In this #CultyComments episode, we break down why that phrase gets thrown around so fast — and what it actually reveals about cult psychol…

Published on 6 months, 1 week ago

Ep 71 Why the Serenity Prayer Was Never Meant for AA – Cult Religion Part 6 of 6

Episode 71

The Serenity Prayer wasn’t written for Alcoholics Anonymous — It was written to resist authoritarianism. And its author likely would’ve hated that AA uses it.

In Part 6 of the AA Cult Religion Origins…

Published on 6 months, 1 week ago

Ep 70 The Truth About the 12 Steps – Cult Religion Part 5 of 6

Episode 70

The 12 Steps weren’t created to help you recover — They were designed to make you surrender to God.

In Part 5 of our Cult Religion series, we uncover the real origin of the 12 Steps. Not trial and err…

Published on 6 months, 1 week ago

Ep 69 AA's Hidden Years – Cult Religion 4 of 6

Episode 69

AA was NOT founded in 1935 — the early years were hidden.

In this episode, we unpack AA’s “hidden years” — when the group wasn’t AA at all, but was still operating entirely inside the authoritarian Ox…

Published on 6 months, 1 week ago

Ep 68 When AA Says Dissent Is Murder #CultyComments

Episode 68

“Do you think your videos have killed anyone?”

Someone really said that — and it’s not uncommon. In culty systems, dissent isn’t just frowned upon — it’s framed as deadly.

In this #CultyComments episod…

Published on 6 months, 1 week ago

Ep 67 Why AA Belittles Your Exit #CultyComments

Episode 67

“What’s so courageous about leaving AA?” Well... let’s talk about it.

If you’ve ever tried to leave Alcoholics Anonymous after fully buying in, you already know: it’s not just leaving the rooms. It’s …

Published on 6 months, 1 week ago

Ep 66 Bill W Was Coerced Into A Cult – Cult Religion 3 of 6

Episode 66

How Bill W was coerced into a cult.. Bill W was drugged on Belladonna in an alcohol rehab center when he was coerced into a cult religion.

For a year prior to that, Bill Wilson was aggressively recrui…

Published on 6 months, 2 weeks ago

Ep 65 The Cult Religion That Birthed AA – Cult Religion 2 of 6

Episode 65

Today we’re going deep into the cult that birthed Alcoholics Anonymous: The Oxford Group.

AA didn’t start as an independent program — it was copied almost point-for-point from a religious cult with au…

Published on 6 months, 2 weeks ago