Podcast Episodes

I Was Taking 10 Xanax Bars A Night At 17, Stabbed A Woman At 37 Weeks Pregnant & Sat On A Sidewalk Ready To Die | 11 Years Sober

Crystal Meliea grew up alone on 183 acres of North Carolina mountain property with a narcissist mother who left her unsupervised with music industry …

16 hours ago

I Made My First Million On Wall Street At 28 & Was Broke & Addicted To Opiates By 30

TJ DelVecchio was a Division 1 baseball player at Providence College who walked onto Wall Street during the dot-com boom and made his first million d…

2 days, 17 hours ago

Inside A Functioning Mom's Secret Alcoholism | My 30-Year Battle With Alcoholism

Kyle Garges had everything — a loving husband, a beautiful daughter, a career in advertising sales, and a life that looked perfectly put together fro…

4 days, 20 hours ago

7-OH Pills Destroyed My Life | The SHOCKING Truth About 7-Hydroxymitragynine Addiction

You can buy it at a gas station. It's sold next to energy drinks and lottery tickets. And it almost destroyed Matt Dean's life.

Matt Dean had already…

1 week, 1 day ago

I Was Held Hostage By The Cartel In Mexico | Inside A College Addict's Spiral

John Luedke had it all on paper — a scholarship to Michigan State, a successful father, a big house, and every material thing a kid could want. But u…

1 week, 2 days ago

I Was A Teacher With Two DUIs | 30 Years of Alcoholism & Finding Sobriety

Elisa Nicole Saunders was a Palm Beach County schoolteacher, standing in front of classrooms every day — and quietly drinking and drugging her way th…

1 week, 4 days ago

I Was Ordering Fentanyl Off The Dark Web In College | Gambling, Xanax & How I Got Sober

Jordan Freeman had everything going for him — loving parents, a spot at one of the top business schools in the country, varsity baseball, and a brigh…

1 week, 5 days ago

I Did Neurofeedback for Anxiety, Stress & PTSD — Here's What Happened | Compassion Behavioral Health

I went inside Compassion Behavioral Health (CBH) headquarters in Fort Lauderdale, Florida to experience neurofeedback firsthand — and I vlogged the w…

1 week, 6 days ago

He Overdosed, Died 3 Times & Woke Up an Amputee | Now He Has 14 Years Sober

Kevin Parker had everything stripped from him — his health, his freedom, his leg, and nearly his life. After a night that started with a family inter…

2 weeks ago

From Eating Disorder to 30 Years in Recovery: Trauma, EMDR & Healing

In this powerful episode, I sit down with Rachel Pappert Docekal, a recovery advocate and executive at the Hanley Center in West Palm Beach. Rachel o…

2 weeks, 1 day ago