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ULTRA ORTHODOX: Unprepared For the Outside World (after Narcissistic Parents)
Episode 305
CW: SA, ED, Suicidal Ideation. Growing up Ultra Orthodox in an extremely abusive home, left Tzivya Murrin completely unprepared for the outside wor…
5 months, 2 weeks ago
ULTRA ORTHODOX: Community Enables Her Parents Doing the Unspeakable
Episode 304
CW: CSA, CA, ED, Suicidal Ideation. In a system that keeps victims silent in their pain, perpetrators go unchecked and are further emboldened to in…
5 months, 2 weeks ago
BREAKING: Tragedy Hits Mormon Church Twice Over Weekend
Episode 311
Targeted violence hit a Mormon church in Michigan which claimed at least 5 lives. The same day, it was discovered that the LDS prophet had passed awa…
5 months, 3 weeks ago
TWELVE TRIBES: Mother & Son Confront His Childhood in the Yellow Deli Cult
Episode 303
Tamara was a new mom seeking connection and community in a scary world where simplicity was romanticized. She was introduced to the Twelve Tribes by …
5 months, 3 weeks ago
The Dark Reality of Growing Up In the TWELVE TRIBES (Yellow Deli) Cult
Episode 302
Just before Emmet Mathieu was 2 years old, his mother Tamara longed for community and simple living, so she convinced her husband to permanently move…
5 months, 3 weeks ago
Rejoining Society After 14 Years in TWELVE TRIBES (Yellow Deli) Cult
Episode 301
After joining what Tamara Mathieu thought would be a wholesome, down to earth, communal family group in August of 2000, things quickly went downhill—…
5 months, 3 weeks ago
Lured into the TWELVE TRIBES (Yellow Deli) Cult
Episode 300
Lured into the TWELVE TRIBES (Yellow Deli) Cult
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Tamara Mathieu was a new mother in a scary world where Columbin…
5 months, 3 weeks ago
She Silenced Whistleblowers of Abusive Evangelical Academy, Then Became One (Why She Flipped)
Episode 299
Featured in the Shiny Happy People 2 doc-series, Cindy was deep in evangelical nationalism when she was hired as head of PR to silence whistleblowers…
5 months, 3 weeks ago
Why Fanatical Worldwide MINISTRIES Was Terrified of Silenced Alumni Speaking Out
Episode 298
Mica Ringo was heavily invested in Teen Mania and went through the whole program completely ignoring xyr inner voice of authenticity. Being yourself …
5 months, 4 weeks ago
5 Women from 5 AMISH Settlements Compare Notes
Episode 297
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Celebrating 250 episodes with these 5 incredible women! We explore ways in which different Amish and sometime…
5 months, 4 weeks ago