Podcast Episodes
Back to SearchMaybe It's Just Me, I Suspect Not Though.
Season 2 Episode 4
Digging in on some weird tosh psychological stuff here in how my response to certain things tune me.
I'm not going to summarize as I hope everyone lis…
5 years, 11 months ago
So... You're Different and Have a Problem?
Season 2 Episode 3
I'm tiptoeing here and over the last few weeks around trying to get after some direct straight talk on suicide. In my head it all circles back and fo…
5 years, 11 months ago
If You Want / Need to be Weak, Go Sit in the Corner
Season 2 Episode 2
People have problems. It is normal, natural, and psychologically healthy - to have and process them.
It is absurd to need them for Identity. It feels …
6 years ago
Resolutions, Compromise, Calling Out Bullshit, Success
Season 2 Episode 1
Happy New Year and Welcome to Season 2!
I started out with a plan to dig into a few ideas I've been chewing on for weeks. Then I went off script and i…
6 years ago
Confrontation Default Reset
Episode 53
Just back from an amazing total reset vacation and the contrast back into 'regular' life made me recognize how many subtle signals we're saturated wi…
6 years ago
Crooked Butterfly Podcast 2020
Episode 52
We're going to start off struggling out loud about last weeks episode ad how not satisfied I was (am still in this moment as I type this) with it.
The…
6 years, 1 month ago
BigFish Foundation (BFF)
Episode 51
This episode isn't ultimately about announcing the non-profit we're launching as much as it is about the why, how, and what driving me to do it.
I ha…
6 years, 1 month ago
'The Hard Way' comments
Episode 50
We recently released the full length video of "The Hard Way". Super happy with how it turned out and how every time I watch it, I'm brought brings b…
6 years, 1 month ago
Hey, Tommy Tough Nuts...
Episode 49
Working through getting into when the programmed aggression / tough guy mode needs to be switched over to patient / prudent. Like, at what age or car…
6 years, 1 month ago
Filling a Hole or Making it Deeper
Episode 48
Entertaining a question received from a friend about the endurance events I enjoy so much.
~paraphrasing~
When you commit and find yourself consumed w…
6 years, 1 month ago