Episode Details

You've built the career, earned the recognition, and reached goals your younger self once dreamed about. Why can success still feel exhausting—or strangely unsatisfying?

In this episode, Ken Howard, LCSW explores the gay high achievement paradox: how the strengths that help gay men succeed can become difficult to set aside when it's time to enjoy the lives they've built. He considers the role of rejection and being underestimated, and the difference between achievement as a means of creating a fulfilling life and achievement as the foundation of your identity.

The conversation also addresses the transition from skilled professional to effective leader, delegation and difficult workplace relationships, and why executive authority doesn't translate into equal partnership at home. Midlife, retirement, friendship, intimacy, and making time for postponed interests all raise a larger question: what was your success supposed to make possible?

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