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What If Your Sensitivity Was Always Trying to Guide You? Growing Up in a Funeral Home, Mediumship & Becoming Fully Yourself with Kerstin Caldwell
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What if the parts of yourself you once tried to suppress were actually trying to guide you all along?
My connection with this week’s guest, medium Kerstin Caldwell, began with one of the most extraordinary remote-viewing experiences I’ve ever had.
During a development exercise, Kerstin held a place from her childhood in her awareness while I attempted to perceive it without knowing where she had taken me. I began describing a large brick building, its atmosphere, rooms, emotions and memories — before the film My Girl suddenly dropped into my consciousness.
That was the moment everything clicked.
Kerstin had grown up in a funeral home.
Her father was a mortician and funeral director, and death, grief and the unseen world formed part of the landscape of her childhood. But alongside that came a sensitivity she didn’t yet understand — experiences, feelings and perceptions that weren’t always recognised or encouraged by the adults around her.
In this conversation, Kerstin and I explore what happens when a sensitive child grows into an adult who finally begins to understand the language of their own body, intuition and consciousness.
We talk about growing up surrounded by death, complicated relationships with our fathers, grief and healing after someone passes, and the possibility that relationships can continue to evolve even after physical death.
Kirsten also shares her remarkable journey into improvisational comedy and teaching — and why the principles of improv have become so intertwined with the way she now understands mediumship.
Because both ask something very similar of us:
Can we stop trying to control what happens next?
Can we remain present?
Can we trust what arrives?
And can we allow ourselves to be fully ourselves?
We also explore the nervous system and sensitivity, the impact of trauma, meditation, energetic overwhelm, psychic awareness, children who appear naturally sensitive to the unseen world, spiritual protection, understanding your own energy and why mediumship should never become about squeezing ourselves into somebody else’s way of working.
There’s a theme running underneath this entire conversation that I think matters enormously:
Perhaps development isn’t always about becoming something new.
Perhaps sometimes it is about removing everything that taught us not to trust who we already were.
Kerstin puts it beautifully towards the end of our conversation — her aim is to become the “me-est me” she can possibly be, while giving other people permission to become the fullest expression of themselves too.
And maybe that is part of the spiritual journey for all of us.
To become more present.
More curious.
More playful.
Less afraid of getting it wrong.
And more willing to discover what becomes possible when we stop trying quite so hard to be anything other than ourselves.
Kerstins Website - https://gainingperspective.com/about
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