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I Became a Shot Caller in Federal Prison — Here's What That Life Really Looks Like | Danny Walsh
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Danny Walsh grew up in Texas with a mother consumed by addiction and a father who was never in the picture — and when he and his brother essentially raised each other as teenagers on their own the path toward trouble found them both before anyone was old enough to stop it. In this episode of Locked In with Ian Bick, he shares how an early sentence in the Texas Department of Corrections led him to become a peckerwood and join one of the most notorious prison gangs in the Texas system before a federal conviction in his early 20s handed him 25 years and sent him into the most brutal maximum security federal penitentiaries in the United States. He opens up about becoming a shot caller — the power, the rules, the violence and the politics that position actually involves — what spending years in solitary confinement did to him mentally and what the PTSD that prison produced has made reacclimating into society nearly impossible in ways that the system that put him there has done almost nothing to address.
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Timestamps:
00:00 Growing up in a rough Houston neighborhood
04:08 Early drinking and harmful experiences
06:06 Normalizing poverty and abuse
06:55 Time in isolation and breaking down demons
08:15 Fighting to stay un-institutionalized
09:59 The dangers of accepting prison as home
10:40 A bus station lesson in institutionalization
11:40 Refusing to accept a prisoner's life
12:52 Youthful dreams of the military and football
13:48 Arrested and learning the code
15:15 Brother's tough lessons on loyalty
16:32 Drug use and the cycle of incarceration
17:42 Facing federal charges and refusing to snitch
19:43 The deal is a lie: 25-year sentence
22:20 Betrayed by a lawyer and becoming hardened
24:39 Why the excessive sentence?
25:45 Rejecting the state's offer on principle
28:01 Adapting from state to federal politics
29:49 TDC initiation: riots and lockdown
34:05 Surviving lockdown and a cell fire
36:15 Joining a Texas prison gang
38:08 Your gang arrives in the feds
39:37 Taking control and building respect
41:07 The lie of gang philosophy
44:32 The failure of the prison system
46:40 Fighting for resentencing and 11 years over time
48:42 Release: 23 years later and a new world
52:35 Initial struggles with a changed society
54:55 Getting a job and building a new life
58:02 Fired by the state for tattoos
01:00:49 The struggle for identity and self-love
01:02:55 Jail habits that persist
01:04:24 Why not join another white gang?
01:05:43 Misconceptions about white inmates
01:08:12 A fight for respect over a TV
01:13:40 Relationships with other races and gangs
01:18:00 Prison economy and cross-racial business
01:20:18 How did you become a shot caller?
01:23:56 Dispensing justice and avoiding trouble
01:27:10 Sex cases and the white racial