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Episode #146 – The Boy Who Learned to Hide | Howard Steinberg
Season 3
Episode 146
Published 3 weeks, 1 day ago
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He hid it from teachers, friends, girlfriends, even himself.
For forty years, one secret quietly ran his entire life.
Most people know they're carrying something. Almost none of them know what it's actually costing them, or who else it's costing.
In this episode of The Conscious Man 7 Podcast, I sit down with Howard Steinberg, entrepreneur, solo founder of three companies, and author of Confessions of a Problem Seeker, to explore what happens when the thing you spend your whole life hiding finally forces its way out.
We unpack his own origin story, from a childhood diabetes diagnosis he was told to keep secret, to the moment decades later when the architecture he'd built his whole identity on: a marriage, a career, a reputation, came down almost all at once. That collapse pushed him into ayahuasca ceremonies, Internal Family Systems work, and a complete rebuild of how he understands himself, his body, and what he'd spent forty years calling love.
In this conversation we cover:
This conversation is that question.
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Email – me@howardsteinberg.com
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Compound Body Training website – https://compoundbodytraining.com/
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For forty years, one secret quietly ran his entire life.
Most people know they're carrying something. Almost none of them know what it's actually costing them, or who else it's costing.
In this episode of The Conscious Man 7 Podcast, I sit down with Howard Steinberg, entrepreneur, solo founder of three companies, and author of Confessions of a Problem Seeker, to explore what happens when the thing you spend your whole life hiding finally forces its way out.
We unpack his own origin story, from a childhood diabetes diagnosis he was told to keep secret, to the moment decades later when the architecture he'd built his whole identity on: a marriage, a career, a reputation, came down almost all at once. That collapse pushed him into ayahuasca ceremonies, Internal Family Systems work, and a complete rebuild of how he understands himself, his body, and what he'd spent forty years calling love.
In this conversation we cover:
- The childhood secret that shaped fifty years of survival mode
- The moment his silence cost someone else their job
- The corporate betrayal that taught him who was actually safe to trust
- A criminal record he's never really talked about publicly
- Mistaking someone's silence for love, and what actually tells the two apart
- Why the medicine that helped him has been forgotten by mainstream healthcare
- What it means to finally father the part of himself no one fathered
This conversation is that question.
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👉🏽 Patreon – https://www.patreon.com/theconsciousman7podcast
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🌐 Connect with Howard via any of the links below:
Website – https://howardsteinberg.com/
Instagram – https://www.instagram.com/howardsteinberg/
Facebook – https://www.facebook.com/howardjsteinberg44
LinkedIn – https://www.linkedin.com/in/howard-steinberg-2124589/
Book – Confessions of a Problem Seeker – https://amzn.to/4fPyz7Y
Email – me@howardsteinberg.com
🌐 Connect with me via any of the links below:
Compound Body Training website – https://compoundbodytraining.com/
The Conscious Man 7 Podcast website – https://theconsciousman7podcast.com/
Fountain – https://fountain.fm/show/1Tgn3yHym3UmGUQecY8B
Facebook – https://www.facebook.com/todd.cave.790
Instagram – @adriano_246 – https://www.instagram.com/adriano_246/