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I want to ask you something before we begin.

Where did you ever get the idea that you had to find it?

Your purpose. Your calling. The thing you’re supposed to be doing with your life. Where did the word “find” come from?

Because the language is doing something to you.

“Find,” suggests it’s lost. Hidden. Somewhere out there waiting to be discovered. Some women spend whole decades searching for the thing that has been with them the entire time. They die looking. And the looking is the tragedy, not the not-finding.

This is Foresight. And today we’re going to do something different with the question of purpose. We’re going to stop looking. And start tracing.

Your purpose has been leaving footprints in your life this whole time. The thread was always there. You just weren’t taught to read your own record.

What You Were Told

Somewhere along the way, you were sold a story about purpose. That it’s a singular destiny. That there is one right answer for your life, and your job is to find it before you run out of time. That successful people figured it out early, and if you haven’t figured yours out yet, you must be behind.

That was not wisdom. That was marketing.

Real purpose doesn’t announce itself with a thunderclap. It doesn’t arrive on a mountaintop. It doesn’t require a sabbatical, a vision quest, or a coach who charges you ten thousand dollars to ask you what your inner child wants.

Your purpose is the pattern that’s been quietly repeating itself in your choices, your energy, your returns, your refusals for as long as you’ve been you. It has been showing up. You just haven’t been counting it.

The Signals

Let me draw the pattern for you. Because once you see how it shows up, you’ll never be able to unsee it in your own life.

Your purpose is in the work you do when nobody’s paying you. The conversations you have at midnight that you can’t shut up about. The thing you’d still be drawn to if your title disappeared tomorrow.

It’s in the questions you keep coming back to. Different jobs, different decades, same question. That’s a signal.

It’s in what people keep asking you about. Strangers. Coworkers. Your sister’s friend. There’s something they sense in you that they want a piece of. Pay attention to what they’re sensing.

It’s in what makes you lose track of time. The thing you came up for air from and realized it was hours later. That’s your nervous system telling you something.

And it’s in what you’ve been unable to stop, even when it was inconvenient, unprofitable, or unpopular. You kept doing it anyway. That’s not stubbornness. That’s alignment.

Now look across all those signals. Is there a thread? Almost certainly there is.

That thread is your purpose. It’s been right there.

A Word For The Women Whose Purpose Was Weaponized

I need to slow down here. Because for some of you, the word purpose has been used against you for a very long time.

If you are a marginalized woman, somewhere in your story, maybe in many places, you have been told that your purpose was to serve. To fix. To hold the family together. To carry the company. To raise other people’s consciousness while keeping your own quiet. To be the strong one. The reliable one. The one who shows up no matter what it costs.

That is not purpose. That is an assignment. Given to you by people who needed your labor and dressed it up in spiritual language so you wouldn’t notice the cost.

Here is the difference, and I want you to hear it clearly.

Purpose energizes. Assignment depletes.

Purpose comes from inside you. Assignment was given to you.

Purpose makes you more yourself when you do it. Assignment makes you smaller.

Purpose, even when it’s hard, refills the well. Assignment, even when it’s rewarded, drains it dry.

If the thing you’ve