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Healing the Hidden Place: Releasing Shame and Receiving Grace with Jessica DeYoung
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Shame wants to keep you silent. But God wants to use your story.
In this episode, Jan sits down with Jessica Deyoung, founder of the Made Whole Movement, to talk about one of the hardest topics we carry — shame. Jessica opens up about her own journey: cancer at age five, growing up in a difficult home, walking away from God in college, and the abortion and shame that followed. She shares the transformative moment when she heard the Lord say, “Daughter, you’re forgiven” — and how that changed the trajectory of her life and ministry.
You’ll also hear the incredible story of how obedience at a business dinner eventually saved a baby’s life — a baby born on Jessica’s own birthday.
This is a conversation about healing, redemption, and walking in the freedom Christ offers when we stop carrying what He already took to the cross.
Jessica's website
The Way to My Heart (Jan's book mentioned in this episode)
Hebrews 12:2 — “Because of the joy awaiting him, he endured the cross, disregarding its shame.” Jesus himself bore shame on our behalf — introduced by Jan at the top of the episode.
Psalm 103:12 — “As far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us.” The foundation of Jessica’s moment of breakthrough — God’s forgiveness is complete and total.
Romans 8:1 — “There is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.” Referenced when discussing freedom from the enemy’s accusations.
James 1:2–4 — “Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds.” Jan and Jessica discuss how suffering draws us into deeper relationship with Christ.
Philippians 4:7 — “The peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.” Jessica describes receiving this peace for the first time — not just knowing it intellectually but living it.
00:00 Welcome & Introduction to Shame
01:22 Meet Jessica — Full-Time Traveler, Homeschool Mom of Four
04:38 Jessica’s Testimony — Cancer, Divorce, and Walking Away from God
08:04 The Shame of Abortion and the Moment God Said “You’re Forgiven”
10:51 Obedience at a Business Dinner — Sharing the Unshared
13:06 A Life Saved — The Baby Born on Jessica’s Birthday
15:36 After-Abortion Healing Groups & Women Holding Secrets for 40 Years
17:55 Jan’s Book and the Abortion Survivor Story
21:10 Religion vs. Relationship — Checklists vs. Walking with God
24:10 Called into Ministry — From the Birth World to Full-Time Speaking
26:58 Count It All Joy — Suffering, Refinement & Drawing Close
28:52 The Made Whole Movement — Helping Women Tell Their Story Well
31:35 Closing Message from Jessica & Farewell
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