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"Mary, It's Me"—Finding Jesus in the Middle of Your Grief
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Easter isn't just a holiday — it's a story about getting up when grief has pinned you down.
In this episode, Jan and guest Constance Hastings walk through the resurrection accounts in John 20 and Matthew 28, exploring the raw human emotions of that first Sunday morning.
Why did Mary Magdalene not recognize Jesus at first?
Why did the disciples go back to fishing?
And what does it mean that Jesus called her name — Mary — in the middle of her weeping?
Constance, author of "The Trouble with Jesus," brings warmth, honesty, and deep scriptural insight to these questions, including why it's okay to say "Lord, I believe — help my unbelief."
A beautiful episode for anyone carrying grief, doubt, or hope this Easter season.
Isaiah 55:8–9 (NLT)
"My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts," says the LORD. "And my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine."
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0:00 Opening Reflection — How Do You Rise in the Morning?
1:05 Welcome & Introduction
1:41 The World We're Living In — Grief, Anxiety & Shaken Ground
2:48 Scripture Reading — John 20:1–18 (Mary at the Tomb)
4:44 Scripture Reading — Matthew 28:1–10 (The Angel & The Women)
6:07 The Women's Grief — Going in Faith Without Answers
8:42 "Why Get Out of Bed?" — The Depth of Their Loss
9:11 They Watched Him Raise Lazarus — Why Couldn't They Grasp It?
10:06 Was It Literal or a Metaphor? The Question Then and Now
11:15 The Empty Tomb Wasn't Enough — They Needed to Encounter Jesus
11:50 Christmas Parallels — Angels to the Outsiders
13:41 Women as First Witnesses — Radical in the First Century
14:05 Going Back to What They Knew — The Disciples and Peter
15:01 Is It Just a Story? — The Power of Narrative and Truth
18:22 Modern Grief and Loss — Divorce, Deployment, Deportation, and Death
19:47 "The Trouble with Jesus" — Addressing Obstacles to Belief
20:33 Mark 9:24 — Lord, I Believe; Help My Unbelief
22:03 Fear vs. Hope — Will God Let Me Down Again?
23:41 Jesus Chose Losers — The Trouble with His Strategy
24:53 Misunderstanding Who God Is — Does He Make Bad Things Happen?
26:46 A Personal Story of Loss — Father, Church, and Finding Purpose
29:31 Discovering Your Journey — Jan's Bible Study on God's Patterns
30:47 Moving the Needle Toward Christ — The Resurrection as Foundation
32:46 Jonah, Moses, and the Pattern of God's Deliverance
34:19 The Living Word — This Podcast Goes Places We'll Never Go
35:38 Hope in the Risen Jesus — Not a Guarantee of Easy, But of Eternal
35:53 A Personal Witness — 38 Years of Faith and the Father-in-Law's Story
37:08 Closing Words — The Resurrection Is the Pivot Point of All History
38:01 Outro & Thank You
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I'm Jan Johnson, a seasoned believer who loves relationships and, you know, just talkin' about Jesus.
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