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Thriving in the Barren Place: When God Meets You in the NICU with Paula Romang
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What happens when the Christian life you imagined doesn't match the reality you're living?
When the prayers aren't answered the way you hoped?
When suffering becomes your daily companion?
Paula Romang thought that if she just did all the things and checked all the boxes, God would deliver her version of the wonderful Christian life on a silver platter.
Good Christians don't suffer.
What she found out was that lie wasn't true.
Paula Romang shares her raw, beautiful, heartbreaking journey of raising twin boys—one healthy, one with severe special needs and a terminal seizure disorder.
Paula discovered that God doesn't promise an easy road—but He promises to never leave us on it.
Isaiah 43:2
"When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze."
Paula Romang's website
0:26 Paula's Beauty for Ashes Story Begins
0:36 The Infertility Journey & IVF Process
1:38 Pregnancy Complications Begin
2:16 Matthew's Struggles Become Clear
3:16 Emergency Delivery Decision
3:37 The Twins Are Born
4:37 Paula's Christian Foundation
5:29 Faith Forced Into Action
6:18 Living with Heart & Apnea Monitors
7:21 The Exhausting Feeding Schedule
8:21 Shattered Expectations
8:51 "Good Christians Don't Suffer" - The Lie
9:31 Learning We Are Not in Control
11:00 Crisis of Faith & Wrestling with God
11:52 The Truth About Quiet Times
12:31 The Day She Turned Off the TV
13:34 Truth Pouring Into Her World
14:23 Christians DO Suffer - Biblical Truth
15:12 The Growing Disparity Between the Boys
16:05 Diagnosis: Developmental Delay
16:54 Matthew's First Seizure at 18 Months
17:25 The Ambulance in the Driveway
18:26 "I Will Never Leave You"
19:32 Moses & the Tent of Meeting
20:24 Learning to Trust at New Levels
20:42 Walking the Rope Bridge of Faith
22:13 The Barren Place - Book Title Origin
23:13 Christianity is Relationship, Not Religion
24:18 Finding a God Who is Tender & Terrifying
25:20 Getting as Close to God as Possible
25:50 Matthew's Special Needs Journey Continues
26:21 Lennox Gastaut Diagnosis
27:19 First Near-Death Experience at Age 10
28:10 The Feeding Tube & Hospice Decision
28:47 Matthew Wants to Be Home
29:02 Singing Him Home with Hymns
29:17 Everything Paula Wanted for Matthew
29:28 We Grieve with Hope
29:39 Advice for Special Needs Parents
30:37 Scripture is Where You'll Find Help
31:17 Final Encouragement
32:00 How to Connect with Paula
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