Episode Details

Why do we sabotage our own peace—especially after awakening?

In this episode of Humans Decoded, Kiran Trace, Leela Sutter, and Cami Carlow explore how the pain body, unconscious identity, and subtle fear pull us out of awake presence when life feels calm, beautiful, or stable.

Through lived examples and grounded insight, this conversation reveals why peace can feel unsafe, how fantasy and urgency replace stillness, and what actually supports real embodiment beyond spiritual ideas.

This episode is for anyone who notices themselves creating problems, tension, or distraction right when life feels good.

In this episode:

Why peace triggers unconscious self-sabotage
The pain body’s resistance to stillness
How awakening doesn’t erase conditioning
Fantasy vs reality in spiritual growth
How awareness restores peace without effort

This episode is for seekers, practitioners, and anyone noticing subtle self-sabotage even after years of inner work.

Inner peace isn’t fragile — but our relationship to it often is.

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Show Notes

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Timestamps

0:00 – Introduction & Topic Framing
1:12 – Self-Sabotage During Good Moments
2:01 – Personal Examples of Self-Sabotage
4:22 – Collective Self-Sabotage
8:49 – Mechanisms of Self-Sabotage

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