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There is a song by Kelsea Ballerini ... "Leave Me Again." - This journal entry reminds me of that song ... because I talk about completely losing myself ... after a time where I felt I had come back to life, and found my purpose (sharing my story)... but then Life happened. My light went out, my spirit went dark. I was so unhappy for so long, that I had no idea I was unhappy.... because I just WAS. So listen to this part of my story... and I hope it resonates with you ... and then listen to Kelsea's song ... it always brought tears to my eyes, and I did not know why.

"Staying only made me get real good at pretend ....I hope I remember all the pieces ...of who I was that I lost on the way ... I hope I learn to love myself like I loved you then .... and I hope I never leave me again." - H.O.P.E - Hang On Pain Ends.