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516-A Pastor with a "Prostitute" Mindset Changed His Ways: Jerry's Story

There's a quiet frustration many good men carry.

You've tried to talk. You've tried to suggest counseling, books, podcasts—something. You've even tried explaining your heart.

And still… she doesn't seem to listen. Doesn't engage. Doesn't change.

If that's you, let me say this gently but clearly:

God may be asking you to go first.

And yes—that can feel unfair.

But it is also where real transformation begins.

When You Find Yourself Becoming Someone You Didn't Want to Be

One husband recently shared that after nearly three decades of marriage and years of faithful ministry, he found himself in a place he never expected.

Not because his marriage had been bad. But because it was changing—and he wasn't prepared.

His wife's body was changing. Their season of life was shifting. Transitions piled up.

And slowly, something in him hardened. He was becoming "grouchy" and "crusty".

He said it plainly: "I just didn't like how I was becoming… and I didn't like how I was treating my wife."

That awareness matters.

Because most men don't wake up one day intending to pressure, resent, or withdraw. It happens subtly—when expectations go unmet and entitlement slowly but surely begins to creep in.

A Marriage That Became Transactional Instead of Sacrifical

Many men come to this work believing, "If my wife would just listen… if she would just change… then we'd be okay."

But here's the truth that was exposed in this man's life: he was living transactionally.

"I didn't realize I was living in a transactional relationship until those transactions weren't happening."

In other words: I give love → I expect intimacy. I serve → I expect responsiveness.

This man had never thought of himself as transactional—until intimacy slowed and frustration surged.

That's when God began to do the deeper work.

Take the Focus Off Intimacy to Heal Intimacy

One of the most countercultural invitations men hear in this process is simple—and deeply uncomfortable:

Take your foot off the gas.

Not forever. But for now.

Because a woman cannot open her body when her heart doesn't feel safe.

She needs to feel safe, known, and wholeheartedly cherished—especially in seasons of vulnerability like menopause, grief, exhaustion, or long-term transition.

This husband learned that before asking anything of his wife, God was asking him to rebuild safety.

And that required humility.

The "Prostitute" Mindset

Going through the Masculinity Reclaimed process, this man shared something that he learned that changed everything for him: "[Belah said] you guys are treating your wives like prostitutes. And the fact that you are not making them feel safe. You are not making them feel fully known...and you are not