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“Love without knowledge can harm more than it helps.”

“没有知识的爱，有时会带来伤害。”

Since I was little, I have always loved small animals. My home was once filled with fish, ducklings, chicks, rabbits, silkworms, and even cats. Although I was full of enthusiasm and curiosity, I often made mistakes while caring for them simply because I was too young to know better. These experiences left a deep mark on me—mixed with regret and longing—and eventually became my first lessons in learning to respect life.

从小我就非常喜欢小动物。家里养过鱼、鸭子、小鸡、兔子、蚕宝宝，甚至还有猫咪。那时候的我满怀热情与好奇心，但因为太小、太不了解，常常在照顾牠们时犯下错误。这些经历至今仍深深烙印在我的记忆里，带着懊悔与思念，也成为我学会尊重生命的重要一课。

I once had a white rabbit who accidentally got injured. Wanting to help, I carefully applied purple antiseptic on its wound. The medicine stained its fluffy white fur into a patch of purple, and I felt guilty and worried that I had done something wrong. That night, I let the rabbit sleep on my bed, hoping to make up for my “mistake.”

我曾经养过一只白色的兔子。有一天牠不小心受伤了，我想帮牠治疗，于是小心翼翼地在伤口上涂了紫药水。白色的毛被染成紫色，我看着牠变色的毛，心里既愧疚又难过，觉得自己好像做错了什么。那晚我把牠抱到床上陪我一起睡，想弥补我的“错误”。

The next morning, I woke up to find the rabbit gone. I ran to my mother and asked, “Where did the bunny go?” She quietly pointed to the cardboard box outside our door—the place where I often played with it. When I walked over, I saw it lying still inside, already gone. I burst into tears. My mother gently told me that I might have hugged it too tightly in my sleep and accidentally suffocated it. That moment was the first time I felt real heartbreak, and the first time I understood just how fragile life is.

隔天早上醒来，我发现牠不见了。我急忙跑去问妈妈：“兔兔去哪了？”妈妈沉默地指向门外我们常一起玩耍的纸箱。当我走过去，看到牠静静地躺在里面，已经离开了。我哇地哭了出来。妈妈轻声告诉我，可能是我睡觉时抱得太紧，不小心压到牠了。那一刻，我第一次感受到真正的心痛，也第一次明白生命如此脆弱。

Another time, my silkworm eggs had just hatched, and I was overjoyed. I thought sunlight would help them grow faster, so I placed their box near the window. What I didn’t notice was the sudden change in weather. A heavy rainstorm soaked the entire box, and by the time I discovered it, it was too late. I sat by the window, staring at the drenched silkworms, blaming myself for my carelessness.

还有一次，我的蚕宝宝刚孵化，我开心得不得了，以为晒晒太阳可以让牠们长得更快，就把小盒子放到窗边。没注意午后天气骤