I look for the Holy Fuck in everything I see.

Jo Guzman

—after Courtney Love

I look for the Holy Fuck in everything I see.

I wanna whisper Wow, Wow, Wow and have no idea I am even whispering it like a child

Until someone with a dick smaller than mine tells me to Shush.

I tell him to Fuck Off.

Wow me, Life!

Holy Fuck that is hot!

You with those red lips

In those vintage boots from Paris.

That time you got so fucking lost on Rue LeFebvre

And needed that damn Google maps to tell you where to go.

Stupid AI.

Yet it led me to you.

Where I get to see the reflection of my own greatness

In the eyes of someone who also understands

This is a made up Life

One made up of simple moments.

The Now.

The Right Here.

Because we are all gonna die.

And I want stories of being lost in the Holy Fucks.

Because you know what?

I am finally free.

Because I decided to stop giving any fucks

Unless, of course, they are holy.

Life is Holy.

Go on.

Be your Bad Ass Self.

More from Jo Guzman ↓

• @mjvcoast & @_acuppajo on Instagram
• Her books, Craving & 28, are out now.