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Ep. 1 - Christian Minister Deconstructs Her Faith & Leaves Ministry
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Ep.1 - Christian Minister Deconstructs Her Faith & Leaves Ministry
Former Christian Minister, Missy Gordon (The Meta Mystic) speaks about life after Christian Deconstruction and leaving the online ministry she started. On Episode 1 we dive into themes involving personal identity post-deconstruction, difficulty adjusting to the "secular world", the loneliness that comes from losing Christian community, friends, and family, the desire to connect with other Deconstruction Christians + more. At the end of the episode, Missy shares a clip from her personal video diary detailing her thought process during the height of her Christian Deconstruction.
DISCLAIMER - TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️
This episode contains themes relating to Religious PTSD, self-harm, suicidal ideation, addiction, anxiety, depression, and agoraphobia.
TIMESTAMPS
00:00-01:15 | Why I Canceled Myself 😂
Here’s a playlist of the first two “lost episodes”: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLs-WbEETB6Qjt2_oKIqNv7e1A5Zltaaad
01:15-03:57 | My Spiritual Background/Leaving The Online Christian Ministry That I Started
03:58-06:10 | My 17-Month Christian Deconstruction Process (May 2022-October 2023) & My Concept For The Meta Mystic Show
06:11-9:32 | Deconstructing My Identity & Losing Christian Community
09:33-9:55 | Round of Applause! 👏🌹😂
09:56-14:07 | The Loneliness Of Leaving Ministry
14:08-14:33 | My Breathtaking Performance of “Amazing Grace”
14:33-22:22 “How Do We Function In Society Post-Christian Deconstruction?”: My Experience
22:23-23:31 | We Need Each Other ❤️
23:32-26:25 | Back On My Bullsh*it 😂
26:26- 32:45 | My Christian Deconstruction Video Diary Clip, June 2021
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