Podcast Episodes

Beliefs are tricky...

The sense of self may die, but these termites eating my house are still VERY much alive 😉

My recent livestream on TikTok. Some of the topics touche…

2 days, 5 hours ago

There's no bypassing life, like, EVER

A live YouTube conversation about dropping our oldest child off for college, ending with an overpriced bottle of hotel Jim Beam drunk out of plastic …

3 weeks, 2 days ago

Alone, Together

Back from Japan to talk about being "alone together," why the "loneliness epidemic" is something engineered by the "me", and how bliss, grief, Fauci,…

1 month, 2 weeks ago

Moral Injury, Health 4.0, and the End of "You"

A live Q+A wandering through our Sunday zoom meeting with the awakening group, to Jesus Christ Superstar, to the death of "ZDoggMD" as an identity, t…

2 months, 3 weeks ago

Liberation Is The End Of The Need For Liberation | From TikTok LIVE

I tell ya, there's something about these ephemeral TikTok live conversations that just gets this Zubin character all lit up 🔥 Here's a recording just…

3 months ago

Separation is Suffering, But THIS is What's Longed For (w/Zabi)

A two-hour conversation with a fellow "Z" that's for no one and goes exactly nowhere. Perfect! 😅

We talk about addiction as hole-filling, and the h…

3 months, 1 week ago

Where'd My Inner Critic Go? | TikTok Zen LIVE

No subject, no object, just phenomena arising. From my TikTok live on consciousness, hope, meaning, the freefall of no belief, and what it's like whe…

3 months, 1 week ago

Burnout, Addiction,and the Nuclear Reactor of Unworthiness (w/Dr. Rishi Menon)

One phone call with cardiologist and recovering alcoholic Rishi Menon and BOOM: we're instant Stepbrothers 😂 We dive into failing med school, 20 year…

3 months, 2 weeks ago

How Do I Live vs. WHAT AM I? | Tuesday Zen, LIVE

There's really only two questions. Exploring the first can lead to a more comfy prison cell, and REALIZING the second shows there never was a prison …

3 months, 3 weeks ago

When "You" Drop Away, Only Trust Remains

"You" can never really trust this moment. And yet THIS, here, now, IS pure trust itself. A Friday Zen Live on the unconditional acceptance of what is…

4 months, 1 week ago