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Spirit Spousing
Season 3 Episode 4
It's time to talk about the facts of life, the spirits and bees... let's talk about marrying, getting tangled up with, and falling in love. With spir…
9 hours ago
Turning Back Time
Season 3 Episode 3
Walking the traditional shamanistic path created a bit of a conflict for me: Wodan, Frigg, and others aren't in that lore. Or are they? How to reconc…
1 month ago
The Wyrm, Animism, and Angels
Season 3 Episode 2
Okay, the wyrm did go away I'll give it that. I shouldn't be surprised where it might have gone, but I was... and that prompted me to think about ani…
1 month, 1 week ago
S03 E01 - Boxes Squares and Spirits
Season 3 Episode 1
In this episode, Spearcarrier opens up about a tumultuous return to—and swift departure from—a commercial shaman school. After feeling "poked off the…
3 months, 1 week ago
19 - Escaping from Wyrms
Season 2 Episode 19
Do you remember what a wyrm is? I remember. I know.
For years, I was trapped between two worlds: the fabricated identity my mother pushed on our famil…
5 months, 1 week ago
18 - Dancing to Death: Trapped In A Fairy Ring
Season 2 Episode 18
Spearcarrier here—computer fan screamin’, space-heater roastin’ my toes, pizza waitin’ in the wings. Complete with swear words. In this one I sit dow…
5 months, 3 weeks ago
17 - Goblins: Soul Eaters Among Us
Season 2 Episode 17
I wanted to share what I've learned the hard way about identifying and protecting ourselves from parasitic entities, specifically goblins. Oh yes, I …
6 months, 3 weeks ago
16 - Harsh Gods or Hungry Predators?
Season 2 Episode 16
They say the gods are so harsh to those they call, they could be considered abusive. The result is an underlying acceptance that suffering is some so…
7 months ago
15 - Lessons From A Sorrow Drinker
Season 2 Episode 15
In this reflection, I explore the profound connection between the falling rain and the often-overlooked necessity of grief. We live in a world that e…
7 months, 1 week ago
14 To the Garden - There and Back Again, But Stronger (Finale)
Season 2 Episode 10
When the Shamanic Death Cycle Finally Ends
In this episode, I’m finally unpacking the conclusion to my wild shamanic awakening journey—what I’ve been …
7 months, 1 week ago