Podcast Episodes

betrayal in my girl interrupted era

Episode 89

this week i talk about betrayal and how it never stops catching me off guard, no matter how much i think i’ve prepared myself for it. i get into the way it rewires your nervous system like a mf-ing x…

Published on 7 hours ago

Fletcher

Episode 88

fletcher is here this week and we talk about what it means to write honestly about the people you’ve loved and sometimes lost and how terrifying it feels to put those stories into the world when ever…

Published on 3 weeks ago

Lesbian masterdoc

Episode 87

before i get into the lesbian master doc, i would be remiss not to acknowledge belly betraying herself and rage baiting the audience, jeremiah’s weird possessiveness, and why conrad’s distance was lo…

Published on 4 weeks ago

Stop breastfeeding ur boyfriend

Episode 86

i was supposed to talk about female friendships in this episode but instead i spiral about the summer i turned pretty the rise of ai and why your boyfriend is not your son and shouldn’t be your only …

Published on 1 month ago

Fighting my nicotine demon and the summer I turned pretty

Episode 85

I spent a week withdrawing from vyvanse, nicotine and caffeine all at the same time and this episode is the result of that. Enjoy

Published on 1 month, 1 week ago

advice session 3

Episode 84

this week I am talking about your stories and questions that you wrote in by unraveling a truly unhinged advice email about a boy who numbers his sexual partners (yes, literally gives them numbers), …

Published on 1 month, 2 weeks ago

everyone is lying about their lore and I have an ant infestation

Episode 83

this week I am grappling with ants in my pillows, getting rage baited by my landlord and the idea that the stories you tell yourself about your past form your ‘life story’, therefore your perception …

Published on 1 month, 3 weeks ago

i threw up with emetophobia and also it’s my birthday

Episode 82

I threw up for the first time since developing emetophobia over ten years ago

light trigger warning for people who are very sensitive - nothing gross is mentioned, verbiage only what’s in title and de…

Published on 2 months ago

1 mil subscribers + my ego

Episode 81

talking about how i got started on youtube and how weird of a time that was and how i found my team. and then about the ego and how I recently discovered that isn’t just a bad word to use for people …

Published on 2 months, 1 week ago

rambling about la

Episode 80

back in my habitat.

Published on 2 months, 2 weeks ago